SAD THOUGHTS

Woke up today with sad, sad thoughts. *sigh*

I have been bending and breaking lately to understand the situation I am in. pero I still can't. why is that kaya? Hmm. i don't know much to be able to fully understand things. and i just got tired of hearing 'sorry' because i don't know what it is for. first time in my life that i refused to accept a 'sorry'. but i do have a point, don't i? hmm.

i'm not mad though. think that's weird? i don't think so. let's go back to the premise that i do not know anything about what's happening. that includes not knowing of any reason to be mad.

so what were my sad, sad thoughts?

hmm. sabi nila the truth will set you free. i woke up this morning choosing to remain free despite not knowing what i have to know, the truth. haha. labo ko ba? well, i don't exactly have to, like, 'have to' know din naman talaga. and i am not in the position to demand an explanation for what happened. i don't want this whole thing holding me back from God knows what else i could do and who else i could meet. i'm better than this. i'm better than this.

so waking up this morning, instead of waiting for the truth to be told or wondering if i'll ever get to know the reasons why this had to happen, i decided to get up from bed, say my morning prayers and live.

i am free from the drama that put me down the past couple of weeks. i still don't know the reason behind that drama. but i'll leave it at that.

sad, sad thoughts. *sigh*

some coño guy

did you ever wonder where some-coño-guy went?

he's HERE.

WHAT'S NEW?

Not much, I guess.

Hmm. What can I say? It’s been a while (again) since I last said something here. Well, as I always say, this blog has been my virtual shock absorber ever since I started on this. And as you might have noticed, I haven’t been blogging lately. Again, what can I say?

Haha. There’s just not much to whine and rant about, you know what I mean? Well, siguro the only thing that kinda pissed me off lately was that my contract as a part-time call center agent was not renewed. Apparently, our account was already ‘over-staffed’. Who told them to keep on hiring part-timers, anyway?! Haha. Now I’m ranting!! Haha! Nah, but seriously, it was kind of an ego thing, but kung ayaw nila saken, ayaw ko din sa kanila. Hehehe. The thing is – I really don’t have time to process my clearance sh*t, so my backpay is still being held. Tss!

Anywaaaay… things have changed since then. I have been working as an OJT (feels like crap to be called such at this age, but I just have to take it. Hehe.) in this small medical transcription company in ortigas. Back to the routinary day job. Bummer! Good thing I have gigs to put some thrill in my boring life. For this month, I am booked for Wednesdays and Saturdays. 3AM band performs at BARBARIBA, beside CCP, Harbour Square, Roxas Blvd, Pasay City every Wednesday and GIRL FOR HIRE at BARAKO, Eastwood-gilid, Lbis, QC every Saturday. Nood naman kayo mga friends!Mag-plug ba?!!! so this blogsite isn’t just a virtual shock absorber after all. Haha!

Hmm. What else? Hmm. Did I just say that my life is boring?

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.

That’s something new.