30 DAYS AND 30 NIGHTS

It’s been a while since I said much here huh? The past 30 days have been the best I had for years. Got a new part-time job, which is ‘workably likable’, except for my schedule I guess. I met new people from there and from somewhere else. I just finished my 5^th month studying medical transcription (1 month na lang! whew!). And I’m playing gigs again.

The past 30 days and 30 nights made me realize that life is beautiful. It’s not always fair, but if you learn to walk your way through it, you’ll learn that it’s not all that bad. If you can be ecstatic, why just settle with being happy? A stupid commercial over the radio can make you laugh. Sitting on the couch the whole afternoon while switching tv channels is never boring. And sharing a cookie with someone is sweet.

So, yes, I haven’t been blogging much lately. I guess, the past 30 days, I have been left speechless most of the time. For all different reasons. The good, the bad, and the ugly. But who needs words? Definitely not me. In the next gazillion days and gazillion nights, all I need is a guitar and a song, and I will get by.

Because during the past 30 days and 30 nights, I have been brought back to life. And I thank the AMAZING people who did that to me. ‘From the deepest recesses of my heart’ – THANK YOU.

Post Script: You know who you are.

unang araw by sugarfree

Sadya ba talagang ganyan
Palakad-lakad ka't nakatungo
Sa'n patungo?

Ngayong wala ka na
Kailangang masanay na muling nag-iisa
Sa'n ka na kaya?

'Wag mo akong sisihin
Kung minsan ikay hanapin ..

Ito ang unang araw na wala ka na..
Ito ang unang araw na wala ka na..

Nasanay lang sigurong nand'yan ka
'Di ko inakalang pwede kang mawala
'Yan na nga..

Nababato, nalulungkot
Luha'y napapawi ng singhot
At talukbong ng kumot..

'Wag mo akong sisihin
kung minsan akong iyakin..

Ito ang unang araw na wala ka na..
Ito ang unang araw na wala ka na..

BETTER LUCK

life is not all about how you make it. whether we like it or not, there are other forces that make quite an impact in our lives.

there's being at the right place at the right time.
there's chance.
there's opportunity.
there's luck.

and sometimes, no matter how you play it right, no matter how you play it fair, you don't always get what you want. more so, what you deserve.

it's just the way it is.

you find true happiness .......
then they take it away.

because it was not meant to be yours.

because you weren't at the right place at the right time.
you probably had the chance.
you probably had the opportunity.

but luck was not on your side.

that's just the way it is.

better luck next time. *sigh*

so far .. so good .. (so far.. hehe..)

Here it is. 2006!

Well…. What can I say? Wala eh. I noticed puro tungkol sa frustrations ko ang mga pinagb –blog ko. Kaya siguro ngayon, wala akong masulat kase basically – I’m happy. Bakit? Hindi ko din alam. Hehe. Siguro I have learned to appreciate the things I have and I simply find happiness in them. Tapos. Lalo na sa mga bagong bagay ngayong bagong taon. My new job and my new ‘friends’. Not naman super nasa-langit-ako happy, pero kung pwede pang i-push ng konti, nasa langit na siguro ako. Haha!

Naku, hindi po ako adik ha? May push-push pa kase ako at pa-langit langit. Hehe. Hanuba. At ano ba tong pinagsasabi ko? Haha. Wala lang.

I hope the new year has been good to you guys as it has been (..so far..) to me.

wow.. i wasn't able to blog about anything last month. that's new. hehe. share lang.