IS THERE AN EASY WAY OUT?

i am deeply touched by people who texted and called me when they heard of my resignation. thank you, thank you, thank you! sometimes i feel like i owe an explanation to these people. but then, the reasons behind my resignation would be better left said to close friends, rather than letting the world know.

at this point i just wanna share a few thoughts.

see, we all go through difficulties in life. and it's a choice whether you wanna stay in there or leave that situation. after leaving the company, i thought.. 'whew.. that wasn't easy..' (fyi, it was one year in the making..) which led me to asking -- IS THERE AN EASY WAY OUT? out of something uncomfortable, something you don't wanna do, out of sh*t?

i say no. i think there's never an easy way out. life's hard. how can anything be easy? sometimes there's even the ONLY way out, but never an easy way out. one may even come out bruised and wounded, but even so, the fact that she was able to leave something behind (say, work that one can't take anymore) takes so much courage. one should be proud of that. i am proud of that.

this is my second time to resign from work. and that doesn't make it any easier. i left some friends behind.. on the lighter side, i can easily run away from the two inaanaks that i have earned. (that's one inaanak for every year of service!) hehe. joke.. but seriously -- i will definitely miss you guys. basta lahat kayo. you know who you are. (sorry, but i was never good at enumerations.) you're one of the reasons why leaving was never easy. you sure made my stay there fun. but i just had to leave. i hope those brilliant people in there will soon do the same. (once again, you know who you are.. hehehe..)

some found it a stupid move, considering i do not have another work to transfer to yet. but hey, that's not their problem anymore. (i would like to remind them that's that's my problem na. hehe!) i just wanted to get out of that company. now that i am, i shall take life from here.

cheers to the good times!